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Quote of the day goes to American poet Dr.Seuss: "Those who matter don't mind, and those who mind don't matter."

Book that I am reading right now and I am just glad to like the book so much:
"The perks of being a wallflower" by Stephen Chbosky. If you like "Catcher in the rye", you will like this one I think. "The book was third on the American Library Association's list of the top ten most frequently challenged books of 2009, for reasons including the book's treatment of drugs, homosexuality, sex, and suicide."(wikipedia) I want to read other books on that list now. so the last two days i have been sitting in my room and reading this book because i stretched my muscle while learning to surf. that's all i could do really.

Good movie i watched recently- "Perfect Sense" with Eva Green and Ewan McGregor.
в русском переводе "Последняя любовь на земле"
I keep coming back to it in my thoughts.

She inspires me. I found her blog when searching something on Placebo and have been reading since then. Her posts are very honest. and I like that. btw, I found "The Perks of being wallflower" book on her list of favorites.

i met a guy at surfing school. one thing that really was great that Yan said was.. when you are alone and traveling, you realize who you miss and who you really want to talk to. i have been thinking about it..and i realize that i miss sergunja, rusalina, nadia, and vanya. and anya from san francisco. that's it.

Meanwhile, it feels like it has been ages since I had any meaningful conversation of any depth with anyone. I need a friend. badly

there are so many things in the world that cannot be explained by words. as soon as you try to explain it, it fades away, becomes flat. silence is golden.

"Don't think a tragedy is only a tragedy. It is also to test your courage. In this life you have all come here fully equipped. You can face whatever comes into your life." ~ Yogi Bhajan

last few days are overwhelming, intense and it's so pleasant even when it hurts.

i have met the bad, the good, and the ugly. the trip is about the people you meet and those random conversations you have with them which you will recollect over and over in days followed. i know i will never see them again. universe is speaking through them. people are very beautiful creatures after all.

с утра дождь, одна в доме, Рахманинов и книжка. как я это все люблю.

настоящая любовь - когда вы оба знаете, чтобы ни случилось, вы все равно будете вместе. вам ничего не нужно от этого человека, вы просто хотите сделать его счастливым.

У Вселенной для вас есть три ответа:
1 да
2 да, но позже
3 у меня есть кое-что получше для тебя

Universe loves you :)

The constant sense of urgency is following me today. I cannot slow down. I feel that I am running out of time all the time. It creates stress in the present and I cannot move, even in my simple day to day tasks. I need to learn that "Future is now."

что значит "быть в потоке"? это значит наблюдать происходящую трансформацию. смотреть, слушать, чувствовать, но не форсировать приближение конечного результата (если он вообще возможен).


what does it mean to be in a flow? it means being ok with the transformation being in progress. to watch, to observe, to feel, and to listen but not to force the end result (if there is end result ... at all).

сегодня утром встала с мыслью о том, как важно оберегать свое счастье от чужого мнения, суждений и норм. только твое сердце знает, что происходит на самом деле. оно действительно знает, и если слушать очень внимательно, оно скажет правду. that's all there is. настоящий момент и ты. это все что есть.